Prayer

This last scroll is very in line with the gospel, and the way we should pray, the only difference being giving thanks before pleaing, and not just praying when we are in need. When Mandino explains that when he prays, he isn’t “calling to a servant to bring me food.” Just President Hinckley explained that God isn’t taking our order. My favorite line in this scroll is the second paragraph of his sample prayer, “I ask not for . . . opportunities equal to my ability; instead, guide me so that I may acquire ability equal to my opportunities.” The biggest thing my first two semesters of college have taught me is how little I know, and really how dumb I am. I am reliant on God for all my sustenance. I can’t do I without him. Opportunities will come, but without divine help, I will only be trampled by them. These opportunities will come sooner than later. And so I have learned that prayer and daily scriptures study should be as much a priority as eating. In order for me to achieve anything that has been discussed in these scrolls, I will need to give an honest effort, and then rely on divine grace to make up for what I lack “after all I can do.”

I Will Act Now

This scroll motivates me a ton. It is a huge key to success. Fear is the determinant of failure. Breaking through the wall of fear is essential to success, and we do it through action. Just reading these scrolls and not putting them into action is a waste; you might as well not read the book and continue on unchanged. Through action we can let influences like this book improve who we are. A line that inspired me says, “Let me act now even though my actions may not bring happiness or success for it is better to act and fail than not to and flounder.” I see this all the time in my own life. Sometimes I fail to act because the fear of failure overrides the drive for success, and so I sit there floundering, walking away with regret. Acting now is a fight. It’s a battle to look for opportunities and take them. It requires jumping out of your comfort zone again and again. It means being comfortable being uncomfortable. Once you get good at acting, then you have to up the number of times you act a day; but then the exhaustion sets in. Then it’s a battle of endurance to happily fight the day away, and lay your head on the pillow with a heart full of satisfaction, and wondering what tomorrow will bring you.  

Multiply my value one hundred fold

This week I have been trying to apply a few concepts I learned from "the Disciple-leader conference I went to last Saturday. The first big thing is 1) Finding serendipity, and 2) becoming anti-fragile. These go hand-in-hand with this weeks scroll, "I will multiply my value one hundred fold." What will I do today to multiply my value? I just barely got done doing the dishes for me and my roommates. It's something simple, nothing to brag about, but it increased my value nonetheless. Even the smallest acts are still fuel in the tank. Service is a huge way to multiply your value. We may have just one grain of wheat, and the wheat may be able to be multiplied if planted, but we must never forget who gave us the grain of wheat in the first place. Anything that I have to give was divinely bestowed upon me, so it is my duty and stewardship to multiply it.
I love the example Mandino uses in aiming for the stars by saying: "Never will I be of concern that my goals are too high for is it not better to aim my spear at the moon and strike only an eagle than to aim my spear at the eagle and strike only a rock." If we are really to achieve our potential and our callling, we can't be content with mediocrity. We should set goals that not  only stretch us, but also require is to call upon our mighty creator for assistance. Dang-straight we should aim at the moon again and again.
"I will announce my goals to the world. Yet, never will I proclaim my accomplishments. Anyone who goes around boasting of their accomplishments will not be able to humbly accept any praise. Someone who wallows up on pride doesn't leave any time for continued improvement. The past is the past. We can't let our past actions define us, whether good or bad. What matters is who we have become in the process. If people wish to praise me, I will humbly acknowledge their kindness, but also knowing that I can never do things alone. I am a make-up of the influences God has put into my life. I'm nothing without Him. Only the wise can receive praise with humility.

Mentors

My mind has exploded with the concept of mentors. The interviews this past week opened my mind to so many different opportunities and wisdom. I found that I know a lot of influential and successful people, and that they are more than willing to talk with me! I was required to do 3 interviews for my entrepreneur class, but I have decided to make a goal to do one informational interview once a week. I interviewed a lawyer, a CFO and an entrepreneur. I have plans to interview a consultant this week and another entrepreneur interview the next two weeks. I don't know why I have never done this before. These men were more than willing to answer any questions and give me key insight that they have found in their industries. It's helping me to see more what my interests are and what they are not. I loved my interview with a successful entrepreneur. He gave me a ton of tips on essential attributes and ethics anyone needs to become a successful entrepreneur. Scroll IV in "The Greatest salesman in the World" left me thinking a lot on what I can do unique from anyone else. I'm not like anyone else in this world. I know I have something to offer. There is something that I can do better than anyone else. I just haven't found what that something is yet. I decided to join the entrepreneur society at BYU I and I hope it will lead me to new ideas and help me to make good connections. I am nature's greatest gift.

Incopetence 6/3/2015

Incompetence is the word to describe this week. It seems like I have woken up every day feeling more and more insignificant. As the days roll by I feel like there are too many things competing for every minute, and I don’t have the productivity points to complete all of them in a day. I wake up and feel the pressure of the oncoming events of the day. Nothing seems to build me up, only tear me down more and more. My thoughts seem to shift all too easily to my many weakness. Although we are given weaknesses to make us humble, constantly dwelling on them is unhealthy and, at times, depressing. I can’t read my strengths very well, and I feel as though my weaknesses well out-weigh my strengths, but it’s times like this when we are most valuable to the Lord. How can I solve this problem? First, I need to re-arrange my personal constitution. I haven’t touched it since I first wrote it around three weeks ago, and I am feeling the effects of it. As soon as I mold my personal constitution, I will begin to assess my goals, both long term and short term. I need to write my goals out more concisely, then I will have a clearer vision on what things I will need to get done in a week, and what things I should spend my productivity points on each day. The hardest thing for me to work in is social time. I can do the work, but when friends are asking to go do something fun, it is too tempting to withstand sometimes. I want to keep good relationships with my family members, but that means making time to call them. Then there are friends that I haven’t talked to in a long time who deserve a quick ring. It all seems to pile onto my shoulders until my knees begin to shake and my legs feel like they are about to give way; but a man is only as good as his foundation. So for that reason, I will focus this week on tuning up my Personal Constitution.